today is 2nd of july 2011. i never really finished writing it at that time. might as well post it as i think no one will come across this blog of mine hehe.
i went through this year in a flash. 2009 began with my heart being broken in calaruega. i went there being my optimistic self, hoping that the guy i liked would realize that he also like me, but no. i got my hopes up only to crash back down. the 3 day stay there was fun but i went home with a weeping heart. not to mention the frown i got from my friends cos i became bitchy in an instant.
the next month (February) well i was happy and nervous this month. i was getting over my crush and i was busy preparing/cramming for the revalida (have to pass the revalida in order for me to graduate from med school). this month was also my birthday! yey! i got a message from an old "flame". he asked how i was, and we messaged each other constantly since then.
March. early this month, this old "flame" asked for my number. i hesitated for a moment then thought 'oh what the heck' and so i gave him my number. we texted for a while and he asked if i'd meet up with him when i pass the revalida and i said yes, without hesitation this time. a week before my revalida (my revalida date was march 21) i told him that im extremely anxious, so he offered to accompany me in going to church. though we planned to meet up after revalida, i said yes to his offer. Sunday before revalida we went to St. Jude then went to Rob Ermita for an afternoon snack. Wednesday that same week he went with me to Starbucks, he sat there next to me watching cartoons on his laptop while i hurriedly scanned each page of my reviewer. day before revalida he went all the way to my house just to wish me luck. MARCH 21 i passed the revalida :D come the next day i was on duty at san lazaro. he was texting me the whole time, told me that he'll pick me up, i said he doesnt have to but he insisted cos he said he knows im probably tired the next day. he wasnt late in picking me up, drove me to my house, waited for an hour til i finished taking a bath and get ready. then we went to trinoma for late lunch. we just had lunch then decided that it was time for me to come home. while waiting in line for the exit, he exclaimed, telling me that he forgot to give me my present. he hurriedly went out of the car and opened the trunk. when he came back, he had a dozen red roses and wearing a wide smile. oh i dunno how i was going to react at the time, so i said,"ur going to give me a hard time explaining to my parents what are these for. oh look a card, i bet you haven't written anything on it." and so i opened that small card, which carried big words with it, it said,"not a single year passed by that you have been forgotten"
in a span of 2 months we got closer. we saw each other almost everyday, texting almost 24/7. i went to Davao (may 27) to attend jenny's wedding. when i got there he texted saying, "tapusin na natin ang kalokohang ito". i was alarmed, thinking he got tired of me already, i asked him what he meant. he told me to just enjoy davao and that we'll talk about it when i get back.
June 3 im not sure if we went out, he went to my house and there we sat outside talking about stuff. then he told me that he'll kiss me, i asked him where,(lol yes i was making pa-cute while im nervous), he said, "oh you know where" i told him i'll close my eyes and that i dunno how to kiss. i did close my eyes... for a moment lol... saw him looking sweet with his eyes closed...right then i fell in love with him more. when it was over i said, "why'd you kiss me? we're not even together" then we both laughed and agreed that the date for our anniv would be 4/5/09 (we both wanted a date that is easy to remember 4+5=9 lol, 9/9/9 is just too late) June 5 we went to Calaruega, guess that would be the happiest day of my life. though the weather wasnt fine, it was raining, i didnt get to show him the whole place, the time we spent in traffic going to and from tagaytay is priceless. he took me to his house, fell asleep on his bed (i was from duty at the time), got home late, got in trouble the next day cos my sister told my dad we didnt get to talk to each other cos i got home later than her (and my dad knew she was home by 11) and went back to the hospital before she woke up. looking back, though i got in trouble, given a chance to live that part of my life again, i'd still do it, though i would change some parts of it, like asking the person on duty to come earlier cos she has to accompany the patient to St. Luke's, or i could have picked another date, or not cos that would be the first and only time we celebrated our monthsary.
months passed we got closer and i got used to having a boyfriend. someone who will comfort me when other people are trying to bring me down. someone to watch movies with be it at the cinema or just at home. we have done a lot together, going to the doctor for consult, doing the grocery, visiting each others parents at the hospital (mom had tahbso while his dad got appendectomy). he got along well with my sisters, my parents (especially my dad, we even went to dinner with just my dad), my friends (he seems to have magic in dealing with people)
currently he's in the US and i'm seeing/saw someone (well it's complicated...kinda in the long distance mode as of the moment). hope this works out *crosses finger...and toes*
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it's been a long time since i wrote something. i really can't wait to say goodbye to 2009, though i dread the coming year cos that would mean i'd have to go back to the hospital and go on duty again.i went through this year in a flash. 2009 began with my heart being broken in calaruega. i went there being my optimistic self, hoping that the guy i liked would realize that he also like me, but no. i got my hopes up only to crash back down. the 3 day stay there was fun but i went home with a weeping heart. not to mention the frown i got from my friends cos i became bitchy in an instant.
the next month (February) well i was happy and nervous this month. i was getting over my crush and i was busy preparing/cramming for the revalida (have to pass the revalida in order for me to graduate from med school). this month was also my birthday! yey! i got a message from an old "flame". he asked how i was, and we messaged each other constantly since then.
March. early this month, this old "flame" asked for my number. i hesitated for a moment then thought 'oh what the heck' and so i gave him my number. we texted for a while and he asked if i'd meet up with him when i pass the revalida and i said yes, without hesitation this time. a week before my revalida (my revalida date was march 21) i told him that im extremely anxious, so he offered to accompany me in going to church. though we planned to meet up after revalida, i said yes to his offer. Sunday before revalida we went to St. Jude then went to Rob Ermita for an afternoon snack. Wednesday that same week he went with me to Starbucks, he sat there next to me watching cartoons on his laptop while i hurriedly scanned each page of my reviewer. day before revalida he went all the way to my house just to wish me luck. MARCH 21 i passed the revalida :D come the next day i was on duty at san lazaro. he was texting me the whole time, told me that he'll pick me up, i said he doesnt have to but he insisted cos he said he knows im probably tired the next day. he wasnt late in picking me up, drove me to my house, waited for an hour til i finished taking a bath and get ready. then we went to trinoma for late lunch. we just had lunch then decided that it was time for me to come home. while waiting in line for the exit, he exclaimed, telling me that he forgot to give me my present. he hurriedly went out of the car and opened the trunk. when he came back, he had a dozen red roses and wearing a wide smile. oh i dunno how i was going to react at the time, so i said,"ur going to give me a hard time explaining to my parents what are these for. oh look a card, i bet you haven't written anything on it." and so i opened that small card, which carried big words with it, it said,"not a single year passed by that you have been forgotten"
in a span of 2 months we got closer. we saw each other almost everyday, texting almost 24/7. i went to Davao (may 27) to attend jenny's wedding. when i got there he texted saying, "tapusin na natin ang kalokohang ito". i was alarmed, thinking he got tired of me already, i asked him what he meant. he told me to just enjoy davao and that we'll talk about it when i get back.
June 3 im not sure if we went out, he went to my house and there we sat outside talking about stuff. then he told me that he'll kiss me, i asked him where,(lol yes i was making pa-cute while im nervous), he said, "oh you know where" i told him i'll close my eyes and that i dunno how to kiss. i did close my eyes... for a moment lol... saw him looking sweet with his eyes closed...right then i fell in love with him more. when it was over i said, "why'd you kiss me? we're not even together" then we both laughed and agreed that the date for our anniv would be 4/5/09 (we both wanted a date that is easy to remember 4+5=9 lol, 9/9/9 is just too late) June 5 we went to Calaruega, guess that would be the happiest day of my life. though the weather wasnt fine, it was raining, i didnt get to show him the whole place, the time we spent in traffic going to and from tagaytay is priceless. he took me to his house, fell asleep on his bed (i was from duty at the time), got home late, got in trouble the next day cos my sister told my dad we didnt get to talk to each other cos i got home later than her (and my dad knew she was home by 11) and went back to the hospital before she woke up. looking back, though i got in trouble, given a chance to live that part of my life again, i'd still do it, though i would change some parts of it, like asking the person on duty to come earlier cos she has to accompany the patient to St. Luke's, or i could have picked another date, or not cos that would be the first and only time we celebrated our monthsary.
months passed we got closer and i got used to having a boyfriend. someone who will comfort me when other people are trying to bring me down. someone to watch movies with be it at the cinema or just at home. we have done a lot together, going to the doctor for consult, doing the grocery, visiting each others parents at the hospital (mom had tahbso while his dad got appendectomy). he got along well with my sisters, my parents (especially my dad, we even went to dinner with just my dad), my friends (he seems to have magic in dealing with people)
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2nd july 2011
and that's where i left off. i can't believe i didn't even bother finishing it, it's such a great story. i was thinking of finally finishing it but really i want to remember everything that way. well just to be considerate to people who may read this, he broke up with me end of october that same year. he said he just dont love me anymore. we did still see each other for a couple of times for about a year. i thought i could still save at least the friendship we had, but it seems like he doesnt, so i gave up.currently he's in the US and i'm seeing/saw someone (well it's complicated...kinda in the long distance mode as of the moment). hope this works out *crosses finger...and toes*
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