Lost blog Part 1
*so what is a lost blog?a blog entry i wrote on paper and was stupid enough not to take note of the date it was written
here i am, sitting, doing nothing, wasting my time. i can't bring myself to study for physiolo. oh yeah i forgot to mention that i do not have a class in philhis coz dery is out of town. and he left us a very long article to read, and i haven't even tried to give it a glance. ok, back to physiolo, i don't know why i keep on falling asleep during lectures in this subject. Maybe it's just the time of the day, or maybe, i am not interested in physiolo. while writing this, my train of thought is being disturbed by the janitor sweeping fallen leaves in sj tambayan. it's still early, and i am having an urge to let my mind go blank again. actually it isn't blank (huh?!) no not at all... i am thinking of things i shouldn't be thinking. i have been doing that a lot lately. before it was just for passing the time, but now, my mind automatically shifts to that mode. it isn't good for me coz often times, i feel sad after i let these thoughts devour my mind. it is slowly eating my rational mind, but still i like going into this mode, but this is what sheena would call "panandaliang aliw". i delay things when i am in this mode. the duration goes longer everyday. what can you do to stop doing the things you love doing?(rhetorical question. but if you want to answer, it's ok)
ok so now is my second day in writing this one coz i wasn't able to finish it coz another human being arrived. so now i am alone again. i don't know where they went coz i was out having page 137 of blah blah atlas photocopied(somebody made a mistake in writing the pages of the book to be photocopied)
i don't know why i even wrote the first part of this entry. maybe i was sad, or maybe, i just felt alone...(where the hell are they?!)
*so what is a lost blog?a blog entry i wrote on paper and was stupid enough not to take note of the date it was written
here i am, sitting, doing nothing, wasting my time. i can't bring myself to study for physiolo. oh yeah i forgot to mention that i do not have a class in philhis coz dery is out of town. and he left us a very long article to read, and i haven't even tried to give it a glance. ok, back to physiolo, i don't know why i keep on falling asleep during lectures in this subject. Maybe it's just the time of the day, or maybe, i am not interested in physiolo. while writing this, my train of thought is being disturbed by the janitor sweeping fallen leaves in sj tambayan. it's still early, and i am having an urge to let my mind go blank again. actually it isn't blank (huh?!) no not at all... i am thinking of things i shouldn't be thinking. i have been doing that a lot lately. before it was just for passing the time, but now, my mind automatically shifts to that mode. it isn't good for me coz often times, i feel sad after i let these thoughts devour my mind. it is slowly eating my rational mind, but still i like going into this mode, but this is what sheena would call "panandaliang aliw". i delay things when i am in this mode. the duration goes longer everyday. what can you do to stop doing the things you love doing?(rhetorical question. but if you want to answer, it's ok)
ok so now is my second day in writing this one coz i wasn't able to finish it coz another human being arrived. so now i am alone again. i don't know where they went coz i was out having page 137 of blah blah atlas photocopied(somebody made a mistake in writing the pages of the book to be photocopied)
i don't know why i even wrote the first part of this entry. maybe i was sad, or maybe, i just felt alone...(where the hell are they?!)
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