we are moving to the new house this saturday, and i don't know what i am feeling... i got mixed emotions here...don't know whether i should be happy or not...who am i kidding? i should be happy coz i have waited all my life to have my own room...now i will have a piece of privacy...

i won't have a phoneline for almost a month and now you are going to a fucking roadtest again...your boss has good timing...oh well, work is work...so you gotta do it so i'll be happy...mmm this looks like a letter...i don't care...this blog is mine right? so i can do what i wanna do...no need to tell me what i should or should not be doing...

may told me to give her my books for med if ever i decided to get married after college...as if that is possible...you see i've got only 6 months left before graduation, and that is so little time to get a boyfriend...ahahaha... and is that really what i want? i can't persuade him to marry me...ahahaha...i'm a shy person, i can't do that...but i can leave hints(good thing you are not reading this), uhm right

i get this feeling of laziness... i am getting loads of it...i wanna crawl into a cocoon and come out when everything is as pretty as a butterfly

what i hate most are pretentious individuals...i hate it when they try to be someone they are not...especially when i see their real identity in their faces and then all of a sudden, like morphing, their features change...that's the time when i want to slap somebody or tell them that they don't have to pretend. i can accept them for who they are. i also don't like it when people try to keep their feelings...it's better if you would say what you really want, coz that way, you won't keep on making yourself pissed off of the other person

don't...stop...ahahaha...right...i'm sure you'd love to hear that