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this morning, i was having doubts whether i should attend the nmat review or not. good thing my dad told me that i should coz if i didn't i would have missed the lecturer for the day...in a way, i envy him coz he's so free...he does what he wants...but he is responsible at the same time...i guess that's what i am lacking...when he talked about his gf, i wanted to find that girl and spank her...ahahaha...coz a lot of girls end up with no good guys who just leave the girl when he gets her pregnant, and here's our lecturer who loves her so much and wants to marry her and she spoils the moment by saying she doesn't want to get married...i think i am a bit harsh...we have different goals in life... i guess she has plans for herself...and my plans are probably so much different from hers...
may and i went to robinson's to have the pictures printed and while waiting for the pictures, we ate...so me being my talkative self, i started "pouring my heart out" ahahaha... mmm i want to keep everything inside my head but i can't...so i just say things which are milder than what is in my head ahahaha...i think i made her confused coz i was saying things indirectly or lacking information...uhm if i don't keep my mouth, i think my image will be ruined...mmm ewan...wag mo na lang basahin to...my mind is all jumbled right now...i don't what to believe...i don't know if i should believe what people tell me...mmm can i just sleep for a long time and then wake up when everything has settled down?...
not yet done with the intro and materials and method of our thesis...mmm not yet in the mood...