multiple blog entries

ok have seen froshty's journal...the only yuck thing i have seen there is the post with the pics... it's uhm...ok i'm going say it...trying hard...i am not good in taking pictures too...but hey i'm not desperate like him...if you don't have a talent in taking pictures, there's always the photo manipulation... right... so i'm going to do one now coz it's been a long time since i last made one...

hey you

hey you! yes you...have you seen my friends' blogs?(this question is for people who do not have a blog and not those 2 people i am going to talk about...uhm i wonder who could you be because there are few people who go here)ok on to what i wanna say, uhm i just wanna say that they are dark, i meant their minds are dark...they can be cruel, no not literally cruel, just cruel...no they won't hurt you physically... but they are lethal .... i dunno how to explain this... i do not feel hurt by any of you...it's just that when i read your entries, there is something similar between the 2 of you...just dark...yeah i can be dark sometimes but it does not show...it just remains there inside...i have nothing against your being black...i just realized that we are all so different...i can't believe that it would take me 3 years to realize that...why are we together?... i don't know... i guess i just have to say, opposites attract....

another post

my reason for not updating is...i'm busy...too busy on thinking how to make myself busy...if i let my days to be just like any ordinary day, i'd go nuts...too busy thinking...to busy spending time with the person i know i will never be with...but still i hope that someday God will hear me, and he will grant my wish...everyday, this thought haunts me...and slowly my days waste away, because i am foolishly spending it...i need help...i need to help myself...it is gnawing at my soul...i wish all of these would be over...i hope soon...poor me...

went to my cousin's wake...can't believe he's dead...he's so young...and i feel sorry for his son, he can't accept that his dad is dead...he won't even look at the remains of his dad...mmm i guess it's just that nobody could accept easily the loss of a loved one...i was there sitting, reflecting on my somewhat wasted life...i realized that humans' lifespan is short, so i better spend my time with the people i love... don't let an opportunity pass you by...but there are times when you just want to sit back and let things fall into place, i think there's nothing wrong with that attitude, but then, there is a slim chance that everything would fall into its right place...a very small probability of satisfaction...made me think how my wake would be...i wondered if there will be many people there...if there will be many people who will be grieving for my death...i guess i wouldn't know now...i am not psychic....

i read may's blog, and she mentioned something about her mom's plan for becoming rich...well, here's my mom's plan... i marry a rich guy...i have him insured...i feed him lechon, oily adobo, chicharon, any oily food that you could think of...i feed him with those food 24/7...slowly he dies...and i get the money from the insurance...instant millionaire....this may seem a good idea, but i want to marry the guy i really love... mommy also pointed out that i should marry someone i love, then we help each other to become rich...

i was thinking, i always think... i hope i don't abuse my brain because of thinking...these are the thoughts that continually run in my mind...i am too nice... it is easy to love...it is difficult to stop yourself from loving(do i sound like a hopeless romantic? i guess i do, and i don't like it)...and you can't put all the bitches in this world, there would always be a catfight...i have to shut up

uhm i dunno

my sister says i am weird...it's not my fault she offered me a bar of chocolate the other day, and yesterday i thought of the chocolates, got hungry and ate it...the chocolate was calling out to me saying,"eat me! eat me!" i guess i should have told her that i was going to eat the chocolate, but then she would not let me...oh well, it's in my tummy already and she can't do anything about it wahahaha....

i noticed a lot of people are wearing red cap...don't they know that i am looking for this cute guy who wears a red cap?...don't they know that everytime i see a guy wearing a red cap, i hope that that guy was him?...hopeless case...

i have been reading qoutes about girls, and there are some that are really funny...i'll post some of it in here...

• a bitch is a dog, a dog barks, bark is part of a tree, a tree is a part of nature, and nature is beautiful, so the next time you call me a bitch THANKS FOR THE COMPLIMENT...-yep i am a bitch....wahahaha...
• God created men first, cause you always make a rough draft before a masterpiece!- i agree
• Boys r like pictures, they r interesting to look at, then they get boring!- reminds me of someone i know
• I WILL NOT CHASE THE BOYS! I WILL NOT CHASE THE BOYS! I WILL NOT CHASE THE BOYS! UNLESS THEY PROVOKE ME!-wahahaha...stalker...
• I'm not here right now. Please leave your name, number, and address and i'll stalk you later.- i wish stalking is that easy...hehehe
• This is this cat. This is is cat. This is how cat. This is to cat. This is keep cat. This is a cat. This is dumbass cat. This is busy cat. This is for cat. This is forty cat. This is seconds cat. * Now go back and read the THIRD word in each sentence from the top. Betcha you can't resist passing it on.
• I'm Not a Tease. . .Just a Reminder of What You cant Have!

procrastinating

oooh procrastinating is such a wonderful feeling... the adrenalin rush... nah... i hate myself for delaying things... i should have done everything right from the start so that i won't have this feeling of dread, and fear of not finishing everything...but here i am writing in this blog... tring to find a diversion... i don't want to study... i get sleepy when i start to read...1... 2... 3... inhale... exhale...cough...cough... hehehe just wanted to type something... i better go now and start doing things that has to be done...(huh? ulit-ulit ahahaha)

si missy ay nasa kama

ayan sige magtatagalog na ko. eh ano naman ang isusulat ko? eh paano ba naman kase kahapon ang haba na ns post ko tapos nung pagpindot ko ng publish button, biglang lumabas ung na cannot blah blah shit... kakawala tuloy ng gana magsulat. ewan ko nga ba kung bakit ako nagsusulat. gusto ko lang siguro mag-online... eh la na ko reason para mag-online...ah meron pa pala, si vertman. ang sayang lokohin... uhm siguro dapat tigilan ko na sya kase baka makarma pa ko...eh pero masaya talaga...

mmm kakainis... kakapagod na school.... lapit na bakasyon... sana masaya ko

my day

my day is packed... first thing in the morning we had an exam in relstri...i felt so stupid coz the questions asked were easy but i am not sure with my answers (because i'm stupid enough not to take down notes in the class)...then next is immulec, i was falling asleep towards the end of the class... then we had a quick lunch, that is if you could call sandwich as lunch... then now, the highlight of my day...chem exam... i studied in this exam and i felt confident enough that i know the pathway in this one... and then when i received the exam paper...i was just staring at the paper, i have no idea on what to write...suddenly, there was enlightenment...wahahaha...hindi din...then it all came back to me, mmm all the things i studied for in this exam...well, not all...at least some of it... i don't feel as bad with the other exams... and then watched like water for chocolate...i thought we were going to have an exam in litera, but we didn't have one... well, i think doods loves our class coz she gave the am class an exam....hehehe... ok... now i have to answer the take home exam in chem...

stupid me

i am sooo stupid... now i have to sing strangled again... how many times do i have to sing it before i learn?... 'di na natuto.... )=

just woke up a fter a long nap. i was supposed to be going out with my mom but when i got home it rained...so she got lazy, and told me that the things we were going to buy is not yet needed so we don't have to go out...and so i slept for 4 hours, now my problem is i won't be able to sleep later. i don't know why i'm so tired. i only had 1 class today, cleaned the snails and then went home. i was home by 1 and then i fell asleep...mmm...i think the snails have a negative energy...i should get away from them...i'll tell them i need to get away from the snails...i'm tired of cleaning them...waaaah save me....

i got so many things to do. i don't know if a whole day is enough to finish em all...maybe i should start now!...riiight... bye....

what a day

yesterday, i'm really pissed coz of this prof who is so sure herself that her secretary with amnesia made a reservation for a room in yuchengco...wanna spank her...wahahaha...mmm i didn't ecognize her at all...she's sooo...mmm...not her previous self? or i just forgot how she looks like...perhaps i also have amnesia...bagay lol...ahahaha...i should be reviewing for immulec, but since i don't have rels today, i'm going to do it after finishing this post...

rode the lrt, my uncle was there waiting for me. i thought we will go to bulacan immediately, but we didn't coz we were going to fetch my cousin from her school...then wehen we were there she told her mom that she still have assignments to finish. so we went back to my grandma's house, there i went to see my niece... she's so pretty like me :p... then we went to bulacan, i ate...and ate...and ate...hehehe i couldn't breathe...then i fell asleep on my parents' bed...they woke me up at 11 coz mommy says we need to pray the rosary...i managed to stay awake for about a minute or two, then woke up again when praying was over...

while writing this, someone says hi and that he'll go back to sleep...missed that person...i'm stupid

they watched the concert, and i wasn't able to go with them coz nobody will get me from the lrt when the show is over...i wanted to go, but i don't have a choice...i enjoyed my stay in bulacan... i'm excited to move in to the new house....mmm yeah

i am dead tired... done with the editing of our project in filipi... went home again smelling like paint...good thing we started going home before 9 pm because i arrived at the train station, the train that came was the last train that will be going to monumento station. i don't know what i would have done if there was no lrt at that time... i would have called my dad and waited for him at mc donald's hehehe.... ok i'm soo tired....gotta end it here

i'm not yet in the mood to study... so here i am posting some pictures of the puppies... they are so cute.. it's very funny when you see them running. they are so small and fluffy, they look like teddy bears...hehehe... love them all... (=

got home from the video editing at 8 pm...but still we haven't finished the whole thing... and the whole place smell of fresh paint... i also smell like paint...it gives you a headache...makes you feel like your brain is slowly disintegrating, 'til it becomes just a blob of grey matter....i can't think straight...the smell is soo intoxicating, i wanna puke...but then, i enjoyed the editing...it's a new experience for me...yep...(=

woohoo... done with the pictorial... and i ended looking like a kid again, or not... i dunno, i looked like when i was in 6th grade hehehehe.... and when i looked at myself, i realized i really look like my mother. we don't have a class today, so i thought i would have a relaxing day, but i thought wrong... coz well, i felt more tired today than any regular friday...
i noticed that i am very poor in my organizational skill...so uhm.... so what?!... i don't care....

tired tired tired... i don't want to think

• went to school and i looked like a bum
• i cut class (ssshhh! that's a secret) so i could review for an exam
• done the exam, but i don't think i will get a passing score. i had no idea on what should be the answers for the questions
• didn't eat lunch on time coz of the f***in exam
• i regret not studying for the exam
• i'm not having a good time
• can't think straight, i don't know what i want
• i'm afraid of not getting into med school
• i'm not a responsible person
• i'm already happy with what i have

understand? i hope so....